bloodkingitachi

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I am the darkness that pulls everything to me I am a genius known as the blood king i cannot be defeated for attacking darkness is attacking nothingness i am a mystery ppl want to reveal heh ^_^ aside from that i love anime, sports, and many other things hehe fall in love with me its unavoidable To live knowing you're already dead is not fun My thought 071008 Eternal Love A love that does not die no matter what happens This love must be unconditional or it will die this love i don't believe exist anymore for eternal love now seems to last anywhere from years to days and in some cases only hours love is no longer a word hard to use and this word seems to be addicting a bit of uneasiness perhaps a crush or strong like has turned to "eternal love" until you wake up then it becomes nothing don't come to me saying eternal love unless you know what that means the world i live in is fucked up enough i don't need any fake happiness all that i ever needed i have lost i don't expect to gain it back and my world moves on My thought 062108 Blame to relieve yourself of pain called guilt you find that reason than can better clear you up i never cared for any reason, for any error i consider are of my own making weather it be cause of pride or arrogance that in itself is what slowly brings and adds to my demise even though i know this i can't help but to smile treasuring each moment i can a smile is a smile weather it be one that helps me or someone that isn't sure what a smile is it will be there but.... it doesn't make me happy i lost another dear one yes someone close to me i never thought of losing no matter what..and i realize that is nothing more than mere a mere child's wish hoping it will always remain the way it is no matter what you say or what you promise you must achieve a great deal of understanding to really be able to say you can keep a promise and as the promise is born why do i smile i know it wont be kept and i smile just hoping i can be wrong just once to be wrong and no longer blame myself ^_^ bye 626 My thought 061508 another typical moment in life a feeling so low i just want to fade to dark loosing my mind not knowing what to do or say the reason for my agony its there i don't see it though as i crawl i struggle just to put on my fake smile but that smile cracked the world can see it the tears i hide behind the mask i should just disappear to a place a place no one can see me but why doesn't she let me though odd as this is my thought she invades my mind and possibly my heart possibly is out of question i love you nara i just sometimes don't know how to say it i am lost and like a spoiled child i need you close to always spoil me sorry i always ask for more than i deserve My thought 051608 im losing my mind and with it my friends should i care do i even wanna share these thoughts course my mind as i figure things out i notice them leave my so called friends well maybe its me im the one leaving them does it make a difference i really don't know and for the moment don't care i want to do as i please and still be around those that will stick to me but why do i feel pain as the ones i figured would stay also step back once again maybe its me fulfilling that which im meant to do just fade in the dark to be only an illusion of wat i use to be a thought in the mind of others and nothing more why bother meeting new ppl if they to i shall depart them or maybe i want to find the one that no matter what wont leave me my thoughts are lame and yet here they are i share because i care thats got to be it or so i think now A THOUGHT FOR HER 041008 My dark desire I had a dream last night you were in it, just your voice. You called my phone it was late, but i knew it was you. How or why i knew, i cant explain cause you never call anymore. Silent at first then your voice spoke and said, "Can i talk to u?" I thought, "Duh thats why i answered" I was happy i think, but i was confused a bit unsure and not knowing if this was reality or dream if to be mad or happy, i was a mess. Not wanting to have any hopes i said in an uncaring voice, "Yes, you can talk to me" and as you started to talk i was unable to understand the words you spoke, i forgot them now...i think, You had just started and as i was making sense but, the warm feel dripping from my eyes rolling above my cheek woke me up now i think and wonder is all my life a cruel dream... My thought 040708 friend 01 many times that word is used fairly easy its easy to help get along with ppl sometimes its used though it be meaningless i like having friends nice to get along with but i rather have true friends that dont easily just drop you for having a bad day those that wont judge you by wat other ppl say because they go by the person they talk to not the rumors that spread like bees after a broken hive to know who is true may be hard and a test that is unnecessary and stupid but its a test i must make i hate having to watch myself wat i say or do especially if its by someone i love and trust i fall but i dont need someone to catch me i need someone to keep me from ever falling to be with me as i too shall be there in all times words are beautiful and filled with BS its almost 6 am and ive had 0 sleep this must be dumb wat i say oh well call me friend cause sometimes i forget if i still got any left... My thought 040108 clouds they come they go while their above you the shadows from it can be great on a sunny day the water it pours can refresh the land but all to well i know they are temporary they come they go the wind brings them then they are carried away attaching yourself to a cloud is ridiculous cause when its time to depart its usually 4-ever where my cloud went that i may never know so i walk rays burning my back as i see the world dry in need of water but not just any water the one my cloud provides these are my final words to cloud i miss u wish we didnt have to depart but such is life My thought 032908 My Mind I tried to be alone but it can be hard when the truth is thats not what i desire my thoughts carry me to a different level of thinking it carries me away from reality and feeling have i lost everything trying to obtain what i wanted i no longer think im myself or maybe im becoming more true to what i really am i know i change to drastic high's and low's the line in the middle just doesn't seem to be not for me a world of hapinness or pain to obtain it all or nothing at all im losing all feeling and going numb i really want to feel alive especially for her a smile almost guarantees i walk unnoticed but making the illusion of a smile happen it becomes harder each day every moment especially without...you... My thought 032308 the events that happened tonight are no dream i write this to make sure i dont forget this night was gonna be super bad in fact almost i died but its not so bad this turns out to be great when u feel ur at the edge of everything and things will get worse and u see no way for anything good it happens a miracle and my fav word can kick in that word i loved for a long time called hope well when all was lost and i thought i was gone a miracle happened...thanks mi amor YL My thoughts 031808 i no longer see wats ahead for all is dark those that once stood by me have left me and those that come by will soon leave me too im not meant to have anyone close its a funny way of thinking especially knowing that from the begining thats where i started thats where ive been in the dark i once had a wonderful sight but she left me with that all i do is wait for the year to be over i shall disappear into the nothingness i came from will i be missed... ill try to make sure im not... till then i shall do and be what i originally meant i shall be here a mystery in the dark dont follow for you will be lost only a rare person can travel my maze of illusions and darkness but will that person come... to hope and expect nothing is all i can do im sorry for those ive hurt am hurting and will hurt must be my evil nature its in my name My thoughts 022108 wat is this feeling everything around me feels out of place oh thats right im throwed im in my own world where i create my own illusions so y is it that i dont create a wonderful experience 4 me ill tell u y its because my only wonderful creation for hapinness is her and i know to my core that she is not with me and i wont even pretend to think that she is thats y no matter wat illusions or delusions i create i know she wont be there and im alone no one will fill the void she left there in me and i wait for her always My Thoughts 021008 time heals this is something i know even when it hurts you deep in your heart time heals many wounds but as i sit here thinking and wondering how much time is needed to heal me i thought what if time stopped for me as if im a special being for time to stop for me but if it did would i not be able to heal no matter how long i wait and i thought if my only vaccine was also my poison would i want it the only words i can think of for that is i want my sweet intoxication so i sit here in wait and still thinking like always survive tomorrow next day only when time moves again for me till then i wait My Thoughts 012908: y do u run, y do u hide dont u know ur driving me crazy i can no longer think straight u fill my mind cloud my heart the words weve exchanged have they become nothing but wasted air the more i try to forget u the harder it gets i dont care about many things anymore heh finding a reason to smile is very challenging without u i know us being apart is probably the best solution u have heh i hope its working for u cause its only destroying me time time thas wat i keep saying i need but dam how much time do i need to pass me by im waiting for u no matter wat always im waiting for u A wonderful writing i love made to me and makes me think it really does: Sorry... I miss you. I miss you more than I want to. I miss the way you said you loved me. I miss the way you said you rejected other girls for me. I miss the way you sounded so happy when you talked to me. I miss the way you told me about you and your life. I miss the way you said you liked my laugh. I miss the way you talked to me for hours at a time. I miss the way we would say we loved each other and meant it. I miss how you thought I would leave you, and get sad because you loved me. But I didn't leave you... You left me. And I miss you. I wish we were still together, and that you hadn't left me. This is harder for me than you can ever imagine. I spent hours trying to come up with this, thinking of the correct way to express how I really feel. I can't even do that right. Ever time I think of you (which seems to be a lot lately), my heart throbs with pain... I wish it would stop. I'm not saying this to upset you, but I've thought of committing suicide so many times since... we haven't been 'together'. I want the pain to stop... but it doesn't. I still love you. I'm sorry. i like this: Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. Girl hugs him Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. (in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. Crush this person! Get your own ThisCrush.com CrushTag!

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  xXLacusxClyneXx

  no problem, hows it goin'?

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  itachi347

  leena wants u 2 unblock her

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  Panchiraaaa

  YEWR ADDED INTO MY MSN!!!!!

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  RawrxItsxAshley

  ok im sending this to all my friends to let u no even if u already no im going to camp sunday and im gonna be gone for a few days like 6, i dont know if i'll be able to talk to u on saturday not sure but yea thats all just wanted to let u no that. =] (i'll miss everyone)

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  XxXKaoruXxX

  i love u ^_^

  posted 20 hours ago
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  Panchiraaaa

  do i rilly hurt yeww that much.. yeww can't even stay around me, without feeling pain..

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  darkshikamaru777

  i know there is a deep void you are trying to fill
  its not cool that you are using certain girls
  in order to accomplish this
  i do know that there is more than a simple reason
  for most of your actions
  the purpose and justification you may provide later on to
  yourself i hope they can suffice the pain that you will bestow on those that really care for you
  in your conquest to fill your void i do hope you accomplish this
  love is no simple matter but can bring about confusion beyond normal comprehension
  to act irrationally not caring about the consequences is but a mere part of what love can bring to your life
  please learn to really treasure the people that love you
  and find a way to stay true to 1 love
  yet i know tis not my place
  the void she left in your heart in sure runs deep
  and you are in search for that which has yet to be found...
  you are looking for someone to fill your void
  she broke your heart and you feel that you have no choice but to move on and though you have tried many things she still lingers in your heart
  the pain it causes you and the regret you must fill wondering if things could have been different
  in a way there are things of you i must feel envy for
  you must realize you have many wonderful choices in life and sitting in the same spot rotting is really not the best for as you decay you also infect those close to you
  all i really wanna say is that love hurts but there will be many more chances
  learn to be true to yourself and then with others and you will learn finding love again is possible
  you are very much unable to do it cause you hide so much from this world and i know you revealed so much to her and thats y u trust her and only her and you desire no one else
  that is your reality and the root of your pain
  i speak freely after an observation
  she is no longer around you and it destroys you
  a pain i really wont know how to cure
  but survival is needed
  a better tomorrow is sure to come
  with or without her
  say good bye to

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  ladiebug1100

  WUZ UP

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  meg3001n

  hey, whats up?
  

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  Panchiraaaa

  plz don't T________T

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  apple96522

  for what??

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  apple96522

  *hugs* im sorry!!

  posted 1 day ago
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  Panchiraaaa

  ehhh!? WTH??? I DON"T WANNA LEAVE!!!!

  posted 1 day ago
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  ladiebug1100

  okay

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  ladiebug1100

  y

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  apple96522

  i thought u knew Y_Y

  posted 1 day ago

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