DeathFollowsMeInThaDark
http://www.flixster.com/user/deathfollowsmeinthadark
|
|
| Movie: | Transformers |
|---|---|
| Actor: | To many to count |
| Director: | Michael Bay......Len Wiseman......Bryan Singer......M. Night Shyamalan |
| Quote: | "U move and ur dead....and I say I'm dead...and I move".... |
|
theres really not tht much to talk bout...im a song writer thts pretty much all i do write think write somemore...a poet just like my music i write evry chance i get ik its crzy...a total gamer my fav. thin to do on my spare time lol...tha greatest partner n crime ever is my best friend alicia...random is so awesome..im tha 1 ppl always wonder bout*thinks*...tha biggest movie fan ever...completly outta my mind at times...im tha 1 of tha biggest kultz u will ever meet do watch out...total horror fan tha blood guts gore gotta luv it...have tons of fav bands dont feel like namin them all tht would take hrs
death follows tha darkness...light hides n evry shadow...which r u? im madly n luv wit Krystin N. my adorable supergirl my best friend Kys. is awesome and a moment killer :P i have tha greatest girlfriend n tha world her name is krystin shes really awesome funny sweet kills all my moments at times tha most amazin girl ever really cute i luv her to death just wanted to let ppl know how much she means to me so mehhhhhh *Trapped Inside* by kittie and DA here in the darkness i lie holding back all my tears and pleading cries here in this heavy life with all of it's misery in our sorrowful songs wut can b so wrong trapped inside a bottle of darkness nowhere to hide pouring blood and pleading cries not wanted at all in the misery of our lifes in our sorrowful songs wut can b so wrong i look around outside nowhere to go my heart beatin some-1's near.... tha world is srrounded by darkness... so i close my eye i dont wanna open them again trapped inside a bottle of darkness nowhere to hide pouring blood and pleading cries not wanted at all in the misery of our lifes in our sorrowful songs wut can b so wrong only to attempt at my disguise...no where to run..nowhere to hide..the end is near..can u feel it..darkness everywhereim waitin here wonderin y tha world hates me....i blame tha world where r tha lites casue i cant see....im soul is tryin to break out....but it has nowhere 2 go *A Way Out* by DA Blood drips from my finger tips… I held ur heart n my hand.... drinkin ur blood to stay alive... My eyes have lost sight.... I have no soul.... I bury bodies tht ive cut up and ate... I smile tonite....4 u.... This story has just begun..... Ur headless quite as I rip ur tongue out... Blood flows from ur mouth s I taste it..... I start to cut off ur fingers... I write my name on tha wall wit ur blood.... Thts somethin I dream about doin..... When I feel like killin some-1 When I feel like makin ppl suffer *I find...a...way out* When u bleed to death I cant help but smile* I find..a....way out* When I cant think of thin to do.... I want to kill u.... Cause I hte u sooo much..... I find a way out! I take tha car...run u over pick up tha parts I want... I tied u up n tha chair.... I’m tortured u til u gave a name... So I killed u and ur whole family I wipe tha blood on my face.... I dont feel no pain I like causing other ppl pain.... I feel sorry 4 wat i did...buts n another life.... I rip ur eyes outs and kiss on them...they taste good..... Ha-ha....they feel good.... When I feel like killin some-1 When I feel like makin ppl suffer *I find...a...way out* When u bleed to death i cant help but smile *I find..a....way out* When i cant think of thin to do... I want to kill u....cause I hte u sooo much.... I find a way out! *Fragile* If a fragile mind can break Then our souls r bound 2 death A lonely day has buried us n tha dark Tha stars fall tha sky rumbles But we dive beneath our selfs 2 show tha world how much we care But if carin is luvin the die and burn n hell 2 And be rejected by evrythin else as tha sun goes down As we've never felt pain like this B4 It feels like tha 1st time we fell And didnt get bk up again Laid there helpless and alone no voices near tha end of a tunnel Tht leads nowhere But as tha world drags u down Sorrow is carried by tha stars tht dream of belin alive But 4 ppl bein evil so they show a world dead Angry but if evry-1 cared life would be better Minutes turned to hours times runnin out Shared hearts broken again punishment 4 leavin But stories r told leavin fragile minds guessin Tha lights go out tha ground moves A light is ssen heads r turned to see hell alive Heaven is al but a lie told 2 us 2 make us happy But it only made us fragile ready 2 crack at any moment *end it all rite now* Is this wat disappointment feels like am I supposed 2 be sorry Do I seem happy am I scared of wat will happen next Am I ready 2 die 4 bullshit have I come to realize tht Maybe its not really me its who I am inside they say ppl Can change*but change isn’t always a good thin* If this tha last time*then let me end it all rite now* if this is tha thanks I get*then let me end it all rite now* if this how u feel then fuck u*I’ll end it all rite now* my heart begins to skip beats I cant believe it my eyes close*opened again* im slow 2 get bk up all these yrs ive been tormented by disappointment and anger but my anger is far worse then urs will ever be*I hate u* just leave me alone*get tha fuck outta my face*ive so lil*last so much* carin 2 me is a weakness this is how I feel my feelins spilled over on paper this is my final chance my life is over*y don’t I just end it all rite now* my heart has sank n2 my soul*u should just end it all rite now* if any1 cared u should of cared more*im gonna end it all rite now* this is tha last u will hear of me….again *A Sadden Soul* As time passes by we grow old As the sun goes down tha moonlite shows us another way As death comes 4 us we close our eyes to hide tha lite As 1 life ends we chose a new life 2 begin They hide n tha dark to keep from dyin n tha lite to hear a voice from outta nowhere To luv her u must die to set her free Im sitin here alone thinkin of wat to say to her next I cant stand alone fight alone sleep alone*I am a sadden soul* I tried to die 4 u*I have a sadden soul*….a sadden soul Just like u I do remember tha old world Ik heaven was a lie but after death how can we walk tha earth Wit no soul how can we walk on rooftops and not fall to our deaths Y cry tears if Im tryin to come bk to u Wat can I do when ur not home and im standin out alone Im sitin here alone thinkin of wat to say to her next I cant stand alone fight alone sleep alone*I am a sadden soul* I tried to die 4 u*I have a sadden soul*….a sadden soul *Faceless* I wokeup 1 nite to find u gone My heart is broken tears fall I can hardly stand I cant breathe I cant open my eyes anymore I hear noises comin from behind tha door When our lives r gone I fall from tha sky to a world full of pain A world thts destined to 2 fall apart Evrybdys screamin im trapped n tha dark*im faceless* I hide behind a mask*to hide a faceless soul* Theres a picture there*but Im faceless* Death is wat made me faceless to tha world Wit blood dripin from my eyes I transform n2 somethin ppl hate Wat they fear im runin away but I feel like times runin out Im cold noway this is real it cant be im losin my mind Words appear on tha walls spellin ”u have to die now” Theres no getin up now tha suns gone down Tha tunnels r closed ur heart closes u just simply fade away Evrybdys screamin im trapped n tha dark*im faceless* I hide behind a mask*to hide a faceless soul* Theres a picture there*but Im faceless* Death is wat made me faceless to tha world *A friend 4ever* to me from my bff kittie you took my hand showed me the way forever through the dark and all through the day keep holding on to whatevers left our friendship will last and we'll never foget that we have eachother forever and ever our burning compassion will help us stay together *She cries pain* kitties and DAs song all day she smile and all night she cried wondering if everything's worth while wondering why you left me here to die tears blur my vision she cant see, cant breathe oh please someone, anyone help me! what can be so wrong with all of my sorrowful songs to explain my world of darkness to hide to cry from the light she cries n pain she has nothing left to live 4 she tries to life she tries to 4get tha past but she still cries n pain she worries she cuts her self to release tha pain but she can help but cry n pain she wokeup goin insane wit pain n her heart she cant figure out wat happen tha other nite so many thins have gone wrong so many lives lost 4 her cause so many lost n tha darkness so much death so she cries herself to sleep knowin 2morrow she will breathe her last breath feel her heart beat 1 last time feel tha last drop of blood….and fade away from tha world she cries n pain she has nothing left to live 4 she tries to life she tries to 4get tha past but she still cries n pain she worries she cuts her self to release tha pain but she can help but cry n pain  Flixster - Share Movies My best friend kittie:shes awesome...funny...and cooooooool lol *Tha Light is scared* Strange thins r all around u U turn tha page scared to see wat happens next time Will tell when tha world cant breathe anymore I cant shut my eyes anymore it’s a broken dream So real to me but I feel dead inside ready to die alone When I wonder around I cant keep goin on So I close my eyes and hope it goes away But tha light cant see its scared of tha dark… Its scared of bein alone again Wat bout tha moonlight shinin down makin tha dark run away As we hide tryin to be quite again When tha light shines bright we r blinded scared to let go! I went toe to toe wit all of them and came out winnin But I stayed n tha dark tryin to find my way home As evry-1 watches on I came to realize……. THT IM NEVER SCARED!! Tha world is scared of bein alone at nite So I close my eyes hopin it will better 2morrow But I understand thts life….tha light is scared and world will morn….. When tha light is gone 4 good….and it finally FADES AWAY….. *Can Any-1 Help Me* Ive…been waken up this night…hearin thoughts n my head…. But now Ive let these memories kill I can hear tha sad song plyin n my head(it wont go away it cant leave…me alone) I tried to killed my self but tha pain just keeps comin bk I tried to jump bk from reality not knowin wats on tha other…..sideeeeeeeeee So I tried not listenin…they keepin on whisperin they say go away they say die…they SAY DIE…. Can any-1 help me is any-1 out there can any-1 hear me Can u hear my voice can u look n2 my eyes can u see tha fear Can u see me fade away can u see me drink my life away Can u hear my sad song written about u…can any-1 help me…. I can hear wat ur thinkin….i can see tha reason y ur here…. I can see wats written when tha lights go out I can hear ur scream n tha distance(WHERE R U!) Tha jokes have stop tha laughs r gone(and they rnt comin bk again) I tried to end it all b4 but something stopped me I can take it anymore this life is nomore my soul crys out n pain I keep hearin them cry….they whisperin…and they say DIE…. Can any-1 help me is any-1 out there can any-1 hear me Can u hear my voice can u look n2 my eyes can u see tha fear Can u see me fade away can u see me drink my life away Can u hear my sad song written about u…can any-1 help me…. *Remember* I’ve waited 4 time to stop and die I’ve waited 4 u to see me smile again I’ve never felt this way b4 about some-1 I never knew But I guess thins will never change Here I am n a empty sit waitin 4 u to come met me but u were never there I had thoughts n my head goin insane and fell down dead My head spinnin outta control tha world is turned upside down Now wat can I do to get bk….to a world tht….hates me I remember tha last time I saw u*hope u would die* But then I started to remember y*I hated u* I cant remember wat my name is*cant u see im helpless* I cant remember how to find my way home*can any-1 show me tha way* Time stopped again tha world is dead*and I mean really dead again* I wonder around standin on rooftops yellin out*FUCK U* Theres dead silence all around me and no-1 hear to blame I’m traped here 4-ever where tha hell has evrtbdy gone 1 step after step thins to start to crumble Think man*think man*there has to be a way outta here But now…my head is spinnin outta control tha world is turned upside down Now wat can I do to get bk…to a world tht….hates me I remember tha last time I saw u*hope u would die* But then I started to remember y*I hated u* I cant remember wat my name is*cant u see im helpless* I cant remember how to find my way home*can any-1 show me tha way* Can any-1 show me tha way…… Can any-1 show me tha way…… CAN ANY-1 SHOW ME THA WAY! I remember tha last time I saw u*hope u would die* But then I started to remember y*I hated u* I cant remember wat my name is*cant u see im helpless* I cant remember how to find my way home*can any-1 show me tha way*     
*Gone From Ur Life* i saw this girl I really liked but didn’t know how to talk to her My heart pounded each step I took 2wards her I can see myself fallin n front of her makin evry-1 else laugh I watched tha broken record spin I watched my world spin tryin to hold on to u But now my heart is broken…riped n2 lil pieces Thrown all over tha place where no-1 can find them I sank n2 tha dark hopin no-1 will find me Hope they cant hear me anymore Tha light shines down on me im blind to see where ur heart is My mind begins to crumble tears fall I cant go on any longer….. If this is how it has to be*then im gone from ur life* If tha tears fallin r of pain*then im gone from ur life* Tha past is tha past but tha present has caught up Wonderin around watchin evrybdy slowly die*now im gone from ur life* Thins change tha world moves on*except 4 u* U don’t care bout any-1*even thought they care 4 u* U walk around hatin tha world putin evrythin on ur shoulders Not askin 4 help*just waitin there standin ready to die* Tha sun shines down on me again so I turn away 4 good I hear a voice sayin don’t let go*but its 2 late now* I saw her once more just to see how she was I saw her smile laugh and ply*like I never existed to her* I started to walk away but ik she saw me but didn’t run to hug me*she just turned bk and laughed* Fire starts to burn n my eyes I cant believe shes actin like tht My mind begins to crumble tears fall I cant go on any longer…… If this is how it has to be*then im gone from ur life* If tha tears fallin r of pain*then im gone from ur life* Tha past is tha past but tha present has caught up Wonderin around watchin evrybdy slowly die*now im gone from ur life* Ur name echoes n my head My mind plys tricks thinkin I could ever luv u Just let evrythin go Let evrythin die Let them all burn Let tha world see who I truly am Let tha world understand….IM GONE FROM HER LIFE If this is how it has to be*then im gone from ur life* If tha tears fallin r of pain*then im gone from ur life* Tha past is tha past but tha present has caught up Wonderin around watchin evrybdy slowly die*now im gone from ur life* *My Life Is Bleedin* I’m walkin down tha road alone*theres nobdy there 4 me* I walk 4 miles tryin to find where to go Tha world hates me*fuckin hates me* I’m tryin to figure out…who I am My heart stops I cant breathe ur tha only 1 I think about But now u hate me*just like tha others* U drove me away*I was invisible to u* U wont talk to me….u can see wat I’m goin through I hide my face behind a mask so u cant see who I really am I cut myself so I can bleed to death so maybe….its better if im gone My life is bleedin*can some-1 please help me* My life has shattered its broken and im dead My life is bleedin*u don’t care wat happens to me* Im walkin alone witout a voice to call to u My life is bleedin*I cant go anymore I can see u don’t luv me* Any….more My life is bleedin……. I wakeup to see u gone*I guess I was wrong* U didn’t luv me it was all a joke to u*but ur tha only-1 laughin* I cant think anymore I cant see u anymore I try to look 4 u I cant find u I just cant be witout u I don’t know wat else to do I can see tha gun layin on tha table*so I grab it and point it to my head* Im so scared but is this how it has to be Im sorry u cant luv me im sorry u cant feel wat I feel I hate tht u don’t understand me*since u met some-1 else* So I hope ur happy witout me bc I’m not witout u So I cut myself so I can bleed to death so maybe….it will be better if im gone My life is bleedin*can some-1 please help me* My life has shattered its broken and im dead My life is bleedin*u don’t care wat happens to me* Im walkin alone witout a voice to call to u My life is bleedin*I cant go anymore I can see u don’t luv me* Any….more My life is bleedin……. *Death is a gift* Poem Death is a gift given to those who hates us all Cant help but to give n to madness But if u stand to open ur eyes Can u really see who u want to see Can death knock on ur door and wait 4 u to walk tht last mile again Can tha world 4give a tormented soul 1 who didn’t give a damn about life Who plyed wit death once to many times Who looked n2 tha eyes of innocents As a single tear falls tha glass shatters Heads drop mask come on hidin their true feelins from tha world Dead is tha new alive they say Death is a gift once shared by hell Send here to take wats his again But there stands few who do not fear him Souls worth takin bk to put a smile on his face But here tha last shall stand So he can take bk control To have fire rain down To kill again to enjoy tha hunt of blood So 4 u to be weak and powerless U deserve to die hollow and empty But can u control fate ur destiny Can u give n to tha madness Can u except this gift….or will it be ur last *Death Is A Gift* I’m sitin still watin 4 her to follow me I’m goin crzy witout her here…..to hold me tight I blink once I see ur smile I blink twice now evrybdys dead I stop blinkin my heart stops*I’m layin here dyin* I’ve been tryin to reach out to u But u walked away u never gave a shit bout me So here I stand lookin around….byin time until I die I care wat other ppl say they can kiss my ass and walk away I can shout out ”get away from me….get bk or I’ll pull trigger” I keep walkin bk and forth holdin tha gun n my hand tears fallin right behind me I have no choice but to say I’m sorry I have no choice but to let go I have no choice but to……BANG I have a gift 4 u…..close ur eyes and open ur hands Death is a gift 4 u….so just bleed and hope u never see him I have a gift 4 u…..y say goodbye and walk out tha door Death is a gift u….dont turn ur bk on us Death is a gift to u I cant believe wat happen……shes layin on tha bed not movin*wat did I do* Tha walls r stain wit her blood………..so is my hands Wat tha fuck happen to me…where has my heart gone I try to understand how she died but I knew n my mind it was me So I try to hide I try to cover it up I can have to think*I cant go anyway this is drivin me crzy I need to get my shit 2gether* I cant run this way or tht way I’m traped n side and out I knew wat had to be done…..but she 4give me again This world was made by heaven and hell And hes tha only 1 who can walk n both worlds Is gift to u….satisfaction My gift to u is death I lay down look up close my eyes ik there Waitin 4 him to come take me Death is my gift Theres writins on tha wall they say we must die We’ve been fightin allday and nite Never agreein on anything just fightins all tha same My heart is damaged when she followed me n tha dark Tha world is comin to an end tha stars fall they sky turns dark I hold her hand whisperin n her ear*baby don’t be scared we’ll be 2gether on tha other side* But I knew it wasn’t true So I take my last breath take 1 last look at her Smile and gave her a hug Ive waited long and hard tryin to find u again Here is a gift 4 u I put my heart and soul……………but now its dead Death is my gift to u…………please cry now Death is a gift 4 u let him luv u like I do Don’t let tha world end 4 u…let death be a gift to u *My Life Is Bleedin 2* I’m stiin down waitin 4 tha news I look at her wit sadness n her eyes I’m tryin to figure out wats goin on n her head*it must be bad* I cant believe…this is happenin After all this time…u finally gave up I’m tryin to think of way to get bk U thought this was game…wit my heart U thought it was a joke….but baby I’m not laughin Tha world is startin morn It begins to cry…..4 me I wonder y My heart is broken*my life has bleed* I cant go on anymore I wanna kill my self 2nite I cant luv anymore*my life is bleedin* I look out tha window wit blood drainin from my heart Ik my life….is bleedin I’m standin here alone….wit a gun n my hand Tears start to fall….blood pores out my mouth So I point tha gun at my head Hopin this would kill me I wrote a note to u sayin how much I luved u and how much uve broken my heart My eyes turn red wit hate….my heart fades away I can see ur face n my head so I started to think I started to pull tha trigger….rite next to my head Then…….bang My heart is broken*my life has bleed* I cant go on anymore I wanna kill my self 2nite I cant luv anymore*my life is bleedin* I look out tha window wit blood drainin from my heart Ik my life….is bleedin When u heard tha news…u cried allnight U can hear my voice callin to u…..uk its all ur fault U walked n tha room where it happened U can see me doin it over and over again U saw where tha gun was…u cant believe wat ur seein Wit hate n ur eyes….uk wat to do…u walked to tha end of tha room U sit down and grb tha gun u see theres 3 bullets left U shot off 2 so theres 1 left 4 u U close ur eyes and started to think bout me U hold tha gun to ur head…u can see my face there U started to pull tha trigger…rite next to ur head All tha world heard….bang My heart is broken*my life has bleed* I cant go on anymore I wanna kill my self 2nite I cant luv anymore*my life is bleedin* I look out tha window wit blood drainin from my heart Ik my life….is bleedin *When LIfes Begins 2 Crumble* I was sitin there…. All alone….wit no-1 to talk to So I turned my bk on tha world*like it did 4 me* Y does tha world hate me so much Wat have I done to u….y treat me like this Wat happen to u ur so different now I hide n tha closet tryin to figure it all out I figured out…tha world stil hates me*so fuck u* Tha world would be better if I wasn’t around Ppls lives would be different…but better then b4 If I was never born……tha world would be so happy When life begins 2 crumble…they gave up on me When I closed my eyes and went to sleep…they didn’t care if I died When life begins 2 crumble…I feel incomplete But I don’t care anymore…I hope they all die My life has started….to crumble beneath my feet I’m sitin here….wit this razor….n my hand Its cold its dark I cant see wat im doin So I start to wonder…..if tha world is better witout me So I start to cut…blood runs down my arm…I can feel it Tha pain n-side is unbearable….i close my eyes and do it again Now to tha other arm….its gonna be worser then tha other I can already feel tha pain….once more When life begins 2 crumble…they gave up on me When I closed my eyes and went to sleep…they didn’t care if I died When life begins 2 crumble…I feel incomplete But I don’t care anymore…I hope they all die My life has started….to crumble beneath my feet I take 1 look bk at my life….and I say fuck u I walk alone I don’t need no help from u or anybdy else I tried to follow my own path…but it took me n tha wrong direction I hide tha pain deep n-side away from my heart I blinded 2 fast now evry-dead again Idk wat to do so I grb tha razor once again This time its at my throat I’m ready this time I start to cut I start to bleed Oh shit I cannot breath Tha lights go out….i cant see anymore I blackout….. When life begins 2 crumble…they gave up on me When I closed my eyes and went to sleep…they didn’t care if I died When life begins 2 crumble…I feel incomplete But I don’t care anymore…I hope they all die My life has started….to crumble beneath my feet *when Life Begins To Crumble* Poem When life begins to crumble We run and hide from tha world Tht hates us….we listen to a sound we never heard b4 But don’t run from it we run closer until we die When u dream u dream of her and she dreams of u But n her dreams ur dead… Tha walls bleed tha walls whisper U can feel tha cold breath behind u U can hear tha dead walk U can hear those who never speak again U look me n tha eyes tell me its ok but it’s a lie Tha world has given up on u When life begins to crumble Shadows fall tha rain washes them away Tha blood stains tha floors ur bdy shakes from fear Tha world has had it tha world doesn’t care bout u anymore Tha walls shake ur heart breaks tha world rolls away to let u die Tha wind howls tha moon rises tha sun goes down wit sorrow U hold ur heart n ur hand hopin it would stay It closed its eyes 4 tha last time and slowly faded away When ur life begins to crumble Ur soul cant bare tha thought U try to think tha best thins but they r down and done Tha world whispers I hate u Throwin its heart away It drinks tha blood of innocents It drives tha luv and hate away It turns blck wit anger Have its heart stolen and never seen again Tha worlds life….our lives….has begun to crumble *Cut Deeper* Fuck tha world….and fuck u I don’t need this shit anymore U hate me I hate u wats tha use of tryin anymore Tears fall down my face My heart begins to pound It feels like its bout to blow…I cant breath I cant see I separated my self from tha world Tha world walked away from me Tha light has died from tha darkness I pick up tha gun and point it at tha mirror*while im alone* I look at my self seein wat other ppl see I cant do it….how can I do it…maybe I can change I can fight it…..i can……..t Tha blood is pourin Tha pain is 2 much to bare A cut deeper….ur tryin to look n2 my soul U try to hear my heart stop A cut deeper…..i doubt u will miss me…….when im gone I hear music plyin n my head….my hearts beats fasters My life has no meanin anymore*so y should ppl give a shit* I sit n a room alone cryin…holdin tha gun my hand I’m tryin to figure out where tha bullet should go Should it go n my head quick and painless*I’m still thinkin* Or n my heart since its already broken from wat all tha ppl did to me I take 6 steps to tha door*I lock it from tha world* I close my eyes… I take 1 last breath…I take 1 last look out tha window It stops………blood pours down my face…I’m happy now Tha blood is pourin Tha pain is 2 much to bare A cut deeper….ur tryin to look n2 my soul U try to hear my heart stop A cut deeper…..i doubt u will miss me…….when im gone *Cut Deeper 2* U wakeup n tha middle of tha nite I can feel pain n my arms My bed is filled wit blood…wat tha hell happen to me I saw tht note u left me last nite…I cant believe u would do this to me If u only knew how bad my heart is broken Its bleedin nside but not out Now its filled wit nothing but hate Its dark but I can still see*so I grbed tha razor My hearts broken n tha middle of room but I can still stand witout holdin my hand I can walk witout watchin me… I can die and not have u there to help I start to cut….i bleed more…I don’t feel rite…its getin darker Tha farther I cut I die…tha deeper I go I smile Tha more I bleed…tha better I’m off Tha longer I cut…tha deeper it feels good Tha more I bleed…tha better my life is Tha farther I cut…..tha deeper I bleed I’m sitin there wit a razor n my hand… I’m tryin to think of how to end it*which feels good* I cut once and I smile…I cut twice tha blood flows I say to myself ”I wonder how much I can bleed” I put it to my neck and move slow…I can feel it start to cut me I can feel tha blood dripin down my neck and it feels good I cut tha other wrist…and it feels better I sit there and watch my blood flow spillin on tha floor and beneath my feet its cold I don’t feel rite anymore…I’m cold so I taste my blood I feel strange…I hate feelin like this so I take tha blade take another Cut both wrists slash my throat and hope no-1 finds me I feel better…I feel…..i feel dead…I think… I feel cold….im pal…I think…IDC ANYMORE Tha farther I cut I die…tha deeper I go I smile Tha more I bleed…tha better I’m off Tha longer I cut…tha deeper it feels good Tha more I bleed…tha better my life is Tha farther I cut…..tha deeper I bleed *Cut Deeper 3* All u do is complain… Bitch and moan…piss me off get n my head drive me…crzy U drove me to do this ive made up my mind its tha only way I can get u outta my life But now I need to be alone I need to find tht blade tht warm blade my best friend I need to take 1 last breath This is my last hr here and I need to let go So I cut….letin evrythin go…. I cut again…letin all tha pain go… And then again…cause I don’t give shit bout any-1 anymore I cut once more….to put a smile on my face I can t take this anymore…so I cut…4 tha last time…now I’m dead So I cut again….wats tha point Tha deeper I go tha deeper tha pain I feel I have to cut….again I cant help it Tha deeper I cut…tha more blood will flow So I need to cut….so I can bleed to death Ive been waitin…wonderin….lookin around at this hell hole called my life So much sorrow n my heart I cant take it I need to rip it out I hide n tha closet wit tha lights turned off I I start to bleed from a cut I made b4 My bdy feels numb I cant move only cut I close my eyes and get ready to make my 1 last move So I start…to cut…and cut…and cut I bleed…I smile…I cry…I SCREAM Now I’m happy again…glad no-1 will see How I died how I felt until I wrote this letter to them Written from tears….ended n blood Now I cant take this anymore…so I cut…4 tha last time…ill go to sleep…4 good So I cut again….wats tha point Tha deeper I go tha deeper tha pain I feel I have to cut….again I cant help it Tha deeper I cut…tha more blood will flow So I need to cut….so I can bleed to death *He Thinks he failed* Times has changed….tha world isn’t wat it was b4 U sit there and want tha easy way out Y cant u walk down tha road….not many have traveled Theres ppl n tha world who has had it bad like u But they r u doin fine now U always had a choice but never listen to wat he had to say U walked away from him….u can hear his heart start to break Tha world begins to turn its bk on him…it doesn’t care anymore So now he sits….thinkin bout her…wonderin wat she will do He tried to tell her how much he luved her…but she wouldn’t listen She told him to 4get bout her to let go….. But he keeps holdin on……… He failed her….he lost evrythin he held n his heart He thinks he failed her…he thinks tha world has given up Hes lost witout her…..and all she wants to do it is die He lays down…takes 1 last breath since its his last He failed her…his heart turns to blck and fades away He doesn’t know wat else to do*she wont listen to reason* He looks out at tha window seein her smile Tha world crys 4 him….but tha ppl hate him They drove him away… Hes goin nowhere wit out a heart So he trys to find u he wants to hold u But tha pain just isn’t tha same So he closes his eyes…hopes the pain will go away But he knows ur there watchin him kill him self She told him to 4get bout her 1 more time and let go*if u luv her* But he wont let go…. He failed her….he lost evrythin he held n his heart He thinks he failed her…he thinks tha world has given up Hes lost witout her…..and all she wants to do it is die He lays down…takes 1 last breath since its his last He failed her…his heart turns to blck and fades away *Let Me See Who I Am* I was thinkin on how I could end it all….how I can I end it all right now I cant keep this thought outta my head…wats wrong wit me I walk around like nothins wrong wit tha me*but n-side im dead* I walk down tha road not lookin bk not sayin….goodbye I’m trapped n this hell I cant escape from…not anymore Shes drivin me crzy I cant take this…I NEED A WAY OUT! But then I thought of somethin…. I could end it now Just let me go let be let me see who I am Let me fight let be alone 2nite Let me fall down and get up again and watch u die Just let me go let be let me see who I am Just let me hate her…let me kill her…let me see…who I am Ive never hated her this much….shes drivin me fuckin crzy I need to get her outta my head….4good All tha mistakes shes made….i made them 2 Tha world goes spinnin again now I feel like dyin I’m tryin to figure out how I can deal wit this…but I need help I pulled tha trgger threw tha knife and yet my heart is still there Now I cant wakeup….i cant see myself n tha mirror anymore But then I thought of somethin…. I could end it all again Just let me go let be let me see who I am Let me fight let be alone 2nite Let me fall down and get up again and watch u die Just let me go let be let me see who I am Just let me hate her…let me kill her…let me see…who I am *A Thousand Hearts Beatin* I was sitin there…wonderin…evrythin tht could go wrong I sat there wit my head down…I’m tryin to think…wat should I do Maybe I totally like her…she just doesn’t know…but wat if its really not me A blck cloud hangs…over me…it starts to rain washin my smile away It washed my life away…all I have is tha memories…of a 4gotten past I open my eyes…I can see a light…a light tht turned to darkness I can feel tha world closin n…all around..me I tried to tell her…but she just wont understand…she never understands Shes lookin out tha window….shes lookin at a life tht could never…happen She has so many thoughts…runin through her head…a thousands roads to take Which is tha rite 1…to take I can hear a thousand hearts beatin…which 1 is mine I can close my eyes…open my heart…fade away…sleep and never wakeup I can hear a thousand hearts beatin…I wonder which 1 will die last Tha world starts to crumble….all tha hearts die Theres only 1 heart left…and tht heart is mine..tht heart is mine Tha world warned me not to say it….but I did it anyway I lay against tha wall wonderin…how much tha world sucks My heart beats….once more…skips 1….then 5 more I feel so cold now…I can hardly breathe…I can hardly feel anythin…anymore Tha walls start to crumble down….all tha windows shatter…plz just kill me now Theres no life out thre 4 me…I don’t do anythin but screw up evrythin…and evry-1 I tried to close eyes…4get bout it ever happen…try to go sleep and never…wakeup I can feel a pain n my chest..its 2 much to bare….i rather die then feel this anymore Time goes by ive grown old…tha world has spinned completely outta control Shes bk havin so many thoughs bout me…runin through her head…a thousand more roads to take Which 1 leads to me… I can hear a thousand hearts beatin…which 1 is mine I can close my eyes…open my heart…fade away…sleep and never wakeup I can hear a thousand hearts beatin…I wonder which 1 will die last Tha world starts to crumble….all tha hearts die Theres only 1 heart left…and tht heart is mine..tht heart is mine *Created N Ashes* As tha story goes he was there…it was a horrible fire He lost evrythin…close to his heart Tha world turned on him so he killed wat tha world had taken from him Tha world fell n darkness tha light was never seen…again Theres a fire burnin n-side of him his heart is hollow and alone He was once a hero to us all he stood tall and kicked ass But how hes dead n-side invisible to us all never speakin to any-1 He has lost his way….he has lost his way to live Dyin evry step he takes…some-1 dies 2 Tha world has taken evrythin tha lies ppl have told to save him But there she was a girl who understood wat was happenin to him He saw her standin there…he didn’t know wat to say to her he was still alone He wanted to walk over to her but tha dead block tha way So he sets a fire to tha world….so he can escape I walked through hell…I didn’t get burned My life was created n ashes I put my hand out 4 help they all walked away So my soul was created n ashes I can feel somethin n-side me I can feel tha torment I gave them I can see tha pain created n ashes I can hear tha screams….i feel tha pain…I can see tha agony I hide beside a door thts locked to my heart I have to wear a mask to hide who really am I cant let ppl see me like this they all hate me anway…like I care I hide n tha shadows its my fav place to be No-1 ever bothers me…its so quite and peaceful here So I stand there and watch them all die I could of done something to stop it but I didn’t I was enjoyin my self Tha world said how could do this to all of us I said I don’t care bout u anymore u can go fuck ur selfs so fuck u! I lay down and watch tha world burn and I see her I watched her burn wit a smile on my face Im tha only 1 left…tha only 1 who didn’t care This is my world….to escape I walked through hell…I didn’t get burned My life was created n ashes I put my hand out 4 help they all walked away So my soul was created n ashes I can feel somethin n-side me I can feel tha torment I gave them I can see tha pain created n ashes *I’m Tired Of Holdin On* Tha world is dark…a cold place to turn 2…a life thts dead to me I should have been buried….locked under stone..a mind so fragile it can break at anytime A sad song plys….tears fall my heart breaks…tha walls come crumblin down Tha walls come and close n on me…I let out a scream…tha world cant hear me My soul breaks down…my heart falls aprt….my world has turned to hell Tha future is not written n stone…tha world just doesn’t care like they do A fire burns n-sides me…I let tha fire consume me…I’m tha worse thin uve ever seen They think it’s a game….a game they never plyed… I’m guessin they never heard my name…don’t even know who I am They never heard me b4… So I scream out my name….who am i I let go of tha hands…tht I was holdin on 2 I’m tired of holdin on….i just want to let u go I had to scream out my name….now I can die n peace I’m tried of holdin on…holdin on…just cant hold on Tha world hates me…like so many others….i was tha 1 who walked away Tha world wasn’t as perfect as we thought…2 much time has passed Tha world needs to be left alone…times up we another way to go We need to get tha hell outta here….we have to start over b4 its 2 late I sat there wit pieces of me breakin off…I just stand there and shattered I’m sitin n a corner….closin my eyes…I can hear my heart breakin I can see theres no goin bk….no goin bk to tha past…I have nothin left…inside Evrytime I see u I want to hug u…u look away…like u hate me…u don’t even luv me I’m guessin they never heard my name…don’t even know who I am I cant take my life anymore…they never heard me yell…b4 So I scream out my name….who am i I let go of tha hands…tht I was holdin on 2 I’m tired of holdin on….i just want to let u go I had to scream out my name….now I can die n peace I’m tried of holdin on…holdin on…just cant...keep holdin…on *Ill Be Waitin 4 U* I wakeup 1 mornin…ur not there…I’m so scared Idk wat happen to u…idk where to look…I just hope ur..ok My heart is poundin witout u…my luv can guide me through..this pain I’m stand next to tha window…lookin out as it rained as my smile…went away Then here u come walkin n tha door…ive been so scared n my life U looked at me and started to cry….u told me u was lost…u never thought u would see me Ever again…but somehow u wondered bk to me U said I was ur hero…but now I was tha villain…u was lost to me I tried to hide…my face from u…I didn’t want u to see me…how I was b4 i wore a mask to hide my face…to hide from evry-1 But tha world is dead 2day…tha nites r cold…life is broken Tha world is dead 2day…tha nites r cold…life is broken So watch out…tha worlds comin to an end Let tha light killed tha nite…let tha world watch over u Ill be waitin 4 u…to find me…again Tha world is dead to me…my life is broken I want to die n tha cold but ill be waitin….4 u … Evrythin started out awesome….but then turned bad Killed so many ppl…I look at u wonderin wow could u even stand me U walked away from me…4 tha last time…u said goodbye and never want to see me again I felt so alone…so depressed…so broken I need to broke some-1 else soon At last tha world knows who I am…tha world hates who ive become Tha world trys to get u bk to me… I’m waitin here on tha edge…holdin this gun I started to remember all tha goodtimes we had But I remembered I was tha 1 who drove u away I wore a mask to hide my face…to hold on to somethin I once had I need to find u again…I cant lose u this time but tha world is destined to changed Changed witout me…..this time Tha world is dead 2day…tha nites r cold…life is broken So watch out…tha worlds comin to an end Let tha light killed tha nite…let tha world watch over u Ill be waitin 4 u…to find me…again Tha world is dead to me…my life is broken I want to die n tha cold but ill be waitin….4 u |
Skin art by
thedarkmia90
| Grab this skin
maurice's Recent Reviews
View All Ratings (378) |
Rate Movies
maurice's Favorite Movies
maurice's Movie Scrapbook
Videos
maurice's Talk
View All (108578)
-
XyouveXmadeXyourXbed...posted 13 minutes ago -
-
-
-
-
Hey - try this personality test and see how we compare
Which Celebrity hunk are you most compatible withposted 1 hour ago -
-
-
nothin doin dis dumb info 4 dis fake rd trip lol and....yea.....miss me?
posted 4 hours ago -
-
-
Hi,
my name is Martha, I saw your profile here and Loved it. Could you please contact me through mye-mail adress(Marthalovewilliam@yahoo.com ) so that I can send you my picture. I am waiting for your mail soonest.
Martha.posted 13 hours ago -
-
-
-
View All (108578)
